Why are u here?

the years not over yet but i'm already starting to look back and reflect on past events.

it's not something i usually do too often, never been much of one to keep scrapbooks or dairies

but i was talking with my one friend (Manda:) and she was reminiscing on some events this year

and it brought back quite a few memories.

 

Wow, is one of the words i have for this year, it hasn't been all good but definately interesting

and extremely hectic and one of the most eventful years of my short life. (17 soon to be 18 years! yay!)

it's been hard and certainly trying but at least i don't regret most of the decisions i made

and the sense of accomplishment for the effort i put in is not something i would replace.

 

i have made my mistakes and hopefully learnt from them although sometimes (painfully)

we have to go thru it  3 or 4 times to really get the message! Arg. Lol!

 

This year i learnt that

(1) it is not such a good idea to go on a mission trip in the middle of the school year!

Well its good for the people who you help wherever you go and usually good for your spiritual walk but definately

not good for school work as you suddenly realise that your relationship with God and your relationship with

others(people) is much more important than school work. - (not good for motivation) but thankfully i had

teachers that understood so i got thru it some how.

 

(2) usually what you think will be harmless turns out to be something that is very harmful!! and gets you into a pickle!

(not literaly tho. LoL) haha or rather between a rock and a hard place.

yes that was the one situation for me, i mean i felt good about myself until i saw this one person and i felt guilty, sad

and bad all at the same time. even tho i could have had a really great night i messed it up for myself! cus of my past

actions and assumtions, i was partly to blame for the outcome althou thankfully some of the blame also rested on my

friends, my mother and the mentioned person. but i do not blame or hold anything against them cus it was only natural

assumtions. anyways enough of my regrets and on to my next point

 

(3) if you stick thru it you'll come out alive,

and a tip - don't look back 

 

yeah i've  nearly made it and it feels soo good! just stick in there whatever situation you're going thru, the end will

come and it will feel so good!

well that's almost all for tonight

it was really nice to be blogging again

peace and love to everyone

God loves You! and wants the Best for You.

hold on to that

 

Hugs ~ The Flaming Butterfly

is as normal, except for the weather, well let's just say its acting up a little bit more then usual!

it's supposed to be spring but its behaving more like its still winter. Not Impressed! : [

contrary to the weather here i hope its going good for you wherever you are : )

life is good, but God is better

love, peace and blessings to you all

hugs ~ amy

is doing great : ) : D

i visited him today! yay! and he's still the same gorgeous guy as before ; )

except his hair is shaved and he's got stiches but it actually makes you notice his eyes more. lol

 

Paul if you read this, you have beautiful eyes, so unfair! : P

but i'm glad you have them, haha lol

 

so he's dong good and he's at home now, so glad, and walking and running and resting which is good.

Praise the Lord! THANKYOU Jesus!!!

God is awesome isn't he.

 

Peace Love and Joy to everyone!!

hugs ~ amy : D  mwah!

things to write about

but not really worth writing about

(exams, art, etc)

except that for art i now know what i am doing

and in the holidays i plan on teaching music to little kids!

and earning some money, so i can buy some presents! (for christmas)

i actually do enjoy art, i think i've been letting my work load torture me instead of torturing it.

do you kno what i mean? maybe not? lol haha hope you do

anywayz betta get back to studying, planning and painting!

 

peace 2 u, in your times of need

~ amy : )

but that is all it is

 

paul had to have surgery again this morning

found out yesterday
haven't heard any news yet

how long does brain surgery take?

i hope this will finally be the last of it

i have peace though : )

which is a good thing

i am actually trusting God! yay!

well at least i feel like i am

yes i am : ) lol

 

God has been so awesomely good to me

my whole entire life

sure i have gone through some stuff

every one does i reckon (and many people much more than me)

but through it all God has been there

always

 

peace to you all ~ amy

p.s if you need someone to listen or read

send me an email : doormouse_89@hotmail.com : )